misery

       The call of a departure and the implication that either I have felt a departure or that it is a recurring dream or perhaps it is just the goodbyes, the last scene in either a story or a movie which somewhere you are gone, somewhere you are far away. The emptiness, it is hurting. It is killing me. But I do remember the pain, I do remember the misery. The fear and the bitterness. The sense of loss, and the sorrow. The sense of irony, extremely harsh, extremely cruel.