What sorta goes on in my mind

I think of what happened in the past few days.
I think of what's going to happen next.
I think in English most of the time.
I talk in Filipino 80% of the time.
I talk online in English 20 % of the time.
I dream in English 50% Filipino 30% abstract 20%.
The books I read are in English 100% of the time.
The movies I watch are in English 100% of the time.
Most of the programs I use is in English and one in Japanese.
I blog in English 95% Filipino 5%.
I think before I say a word.
I stutter or pause when talking, sometimes because I can’t think of that Filipino word or that appropriate English, but mostly because I’m not really good at talking.
I've got a lot of things to do and I'm not making a move.
I wonder if this status will change in the future.